Monday, April 5, 2010



a good friend once told me this...



i believe things happen for a reason.
people change so that you can

learn to let go.
things go wrong so you can appreciate when they're right.
you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself.
and sometimes good things fall apart,

so better things can fall together.





my life is taking a new path.
who knows what adventures it may bring..
i'm excited to see what happens next.
here i come world.
gimmie what ya got! :)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

happy easter



took the puppies to grandma's for easter :)


watermelon. sister fred. i love george.


besties 4eva!


kisses from the cutest girl in town


riley and watermelon.. haha.





i'm especially thankful for my Savior at this time.
He gives me my strength.
my courage.
my hope.
my everything.
thank you for your sacrifice big brother :) i love you!

also.. thanks to all my friends who were there for me in this hard time.
strengthening me.
encouraging me.
giving me my hope.
my everything.
i truely am blessed.
thank you and i love you always and forever!



right from the start
i gave you my heart
don't go breaking my heart

that's what we said from the start



you went and broke my heart..




we were so close..
i have so much to say
but all i can do is watch you walk away




i saw you

Saturday, April 3, 2010



i've heard that you don't learn anything the second time you get kicked by a donkey..

but it still hurts.




this really is all i need to say..

Thursday, April 1, 2010

71 days. 11 hours. 46 min.

something just hit me..
71 days. 11 hours. 46 min.
that's when you, yes you, left me for 18 months.
for some reason you feel far far far away right now.
i miss you terribly.
the good times...
knowing just what to say and when to say it.
pretending to run.. then make wendy's run instead.
temple walks AND talks.
waiting for children with eggs.
all around outdoors buddy -- hiking, chooing, camping, peeing off mountains.. everything.
you are my best friend. forever.
my little watermelon.
my fred.